The feeling of being unwanted. To be on the phone and feel like yu’re just on the phone because yu have to be. Or, to hear that voicemail greeting all the damn time, because yu never answer. Or, to hear my text tone, but not have it be yu. To hear yu helluh jolly while talking to other people, and helluh uninterested when getting back to me. How about when I hear yu say I love yu, and it’s just not the same anymore. Do yu know what it feels like.. ?!
Cuz I sure do.. And it’s not a good feeling at all..
SOMETHING has to get in the freaking way..
Why can’t things foreal just be better? I know “Good things come to those who wait”. “Patience is a virtue.” Blahblahblah. If I had a penny for everything I heard that. -___-
I thought everything was finally gonna be okay. I got my green light, to go, and give it a chance. Boom. Waht happens?! Confusion all over agian.
Someone asked me.. “Do yu trust it?”. My answer: NO. If I really think about it, things kinda do make sense. Or maybe I’m just making it make sense, cuz I believe it, and I wanna make the situation worse. NAAAAHT.
UGH. Waht the heck do I do. :(
WHY CAN’T THINGS JUST ALL BE OKAY, FOR ONCE.…
Being so far away from the one yu love most kinda really sucks.
Yeeee! :]
Sleeping Beauty Castle, Disneyland Resort, Anaheim, California (by jdhilger)
*Photo of the day
3 more days till LA and 4 more days till DISNEYLAND.I seriously can’t wait (:
— 9 daaaays tilll I leave for Disneylaaaand! :]
There’s soooo many questions running through my mind. Soo many things I wanna know, but I don’t have the guts to ask.
“Communication is key……”
—Yeaaaaah, I wishh it was that easy.